So i just stumbled on this piece i wrote over a year ago when i got into this fight with someone i truly cared about... i guess i still had more to say, but i stopped here for some reason...
and these are my words...
i aint no superwoman, but i try.
the least u cud do is acknowledge this
this isnt a te-amo case....no its not
its a case of hurt, pain and what i consider to be betrayal...
i really cant place a finger on the right emotion to caption this so i wud just stick to hurt
pain
betrayal
hurt it is because of the way you shut me out
hurt it is because that is what i feel right now
hurt it is because i think i deserve to be treated better
hurt because i didnt get the memo before you walked on out
just like that
hurt because you do this all the time and after all this time which i considered to be yeaars of prac i just thot u wud know better....and act better
hurt because i know u knew the effect this would hav on me but yet u still went ahead to do this
hurt because after everything it was so easy for you to give it all up..
hurt..because it hurts me to know that u wudnt be bothered if i didnt care
hurt because u can do bad without me
hurt because even after all this time i still care soo much
pain
pain because thats what your actions hav inflicted on me
pain because i neva planned to lose you
pain because thats what it feels like when you detach
pain because i chose you and u threw it all in my face
pain most of all because u put others before me
